Days 526

好久好久没写blog了~ 忙于事业,无暇上网..也因此少与朋友交流聊天...好想念他们...
好怀念以前的读书时期...因为除了假期,周末..我们都在一起..现在各奔东西..各有各的忙...

现在,学校放假..而我也不偷闲..好多东西要准备..仿佛要面临大战..哈哈!!
前一阵子,我的学生的恳亲会.也令我坐立不安,忙得不可开交...还好已过去了..他们表现得也不错.不枉我疼爱他们...
好可惜噢! 明年却没办法教导他们了..我得教新一班的4岁小朋友...
假期啊假期...可以让我休息吗? 有排等!!!!
有空闲时,好想念他们!!!

当然,也少不了我的好朋友们!!! 好想好想你们啊!!!
Hang Out La Man!!!!!
Miss you all guys so MUCHIIIIE!!!!!

Days 458

好久没写Blog了，在教书的日子也越来越长...对自己也开始拥有信心，无论是代课，还是教自己的学生，都开始知道用什么方法来应对他们。其实，时间一久，虽然有时候觉得他们有点顽皮，科室看到他们的童真，会觉得其实他们好可爱，心理不时想起自己的小时候～好怀念小的时候～可是岁月不留人，我们应该往前看～
工作的压力越来越多，有时好想发泄，唯有忍一忍，希望我自己能够应付得到～有时候的代课，为的不只是钱，也为了摄取经验，从中学习如何面对不同的学生，也可以学习应对他们的各式各样的花招～
加油！！！ 是我能够对自己说的～


Days 396

Is the great days~ Today is my dear's birthday ~ Happy Birthday to my dear~ love you =)

The time past quickly, i'm teaching about 1 month ~ feel confidence~ my pupils have starting follow my step to learn thing...and become good boy and good girl~
love them so much~ they really very cute and clever~

Gambateh to myself~ Start from next month, i need to work full shift(morning & noon session)
Add oil!!!

Days 365

1st year anniversary~ ^^
I'm very happy~
have celebrate with dear~
I love you, dear~

Day 354 -21/6

Today my dear offday ~ he have bring me go to Oldtown having breakfast and fetch me go to work~
After that, he have go to fetch his sister from OUG and straightly go to Shah Alam meet dentist~
When i'm finish work, he has come to fetch me back home...but need hurry ~ i'm hurry go to bath and go out with him~ (*need help his sister moving )
very busy ~ =="
after that, we have go Genting Highland...i'm first time wear a short pant, a t-shirt and a pair of sliper go to Genting...
1st time like this...there are very cool~
Tiring~

Days 363

Today is me alone handle a class...
the pupils like know their teacher are change already, then starting slowly bully me...when i'm during teaching, they keep noisy ..finally i have scold them and ask them to listen class ...actually i also don't want do like this, but i must..if not, they will waste their time and never learn anything..so my students, please co-operate..i'm only wanna u all learn more thing...
hope they will pay attention when i'm teaching~
Add Oil!!!

Days 362

Happy Father's Day to my Daddy~ Love you ＾＾

Tonight never have a celebration for dad~ but anywhere, wish dad have a healthy body and life...

Wish all dad in this world, happy father's day~

Dear, u tell me that u wanna go to New Zealand working on next year, as 3 months period...how come i can acceptable? i can't!! i'm sad when know this news..u leave me one day me already very sad,bored and miss u until cry..if u leave me three months, i'll how? i'm sure cry !!  but u already make decision,i can't change anything, i'm only can support u~ but i still can't accept..T^T

Days 361- 18/6

Saturday~ is my weekend holiday~ great＾＾
so bad, that's very bored stay at home..
need to find part-time job~ but still haven get yet~
damn bored la~

and also, have a good dinner with dear at Mcdonald..and too, tomorrow have a gathering..i'm still think did i attend..

Days 360 -17/6

Today is good days..Sean treat me eat old town!!! That's very great~ hahaXD

Sport day for school on every Friday~ I'm also need to wear sport wears~
When starting the joking..they have to dance~ I can't follow...LOLXD
need to train more times...Cheer up~

Days 359-16/6

Today i'm starting teach alone...have a bit scare~ LOLD
But they are very clever...all very quietly and pay attention to learn what i'm during teaching..
I'm slowly teach them...finally have a bit haven finish teach them ~
Tomorrow add oil!!!

Days 358

Today is my official starting my teaching life...
After two days i try to teach my students, i'm feel very happy...
They really very happy~ and also they very like to sing and dance..
Very cute and clever..
I think i very love them and love my job!!

Have a doubt ..should i must attend the celebration dinner of teacher's day? i still not confirm..
did anyone give me some suggestion?

Days 357 - 14/6

Today is my dad birthday in chinese lunar~ happy birthday !!

We have go to kepong having dinner at thai food restaurant~
there's food very nice and tasty~
have a nice day today~

Damn tired ~ LolXD

Days 356 - 13/6

Today is my 1st day to teach kindergarten~ I'm be a teacher already~ hahaXD
Damn funny and full of challenge~
Starting i'm very nervous scare cant handle it..finally i can!! my student very like me..keep talking with me..they are very cute..and today i have learn many things~
Tomorrow add oil lo~ cause tomorrow have a lots books need to mark ~

Days 355 -12/6

Tomorrow need to go for try class~
* not study , is try to teaching kids~ i need to learn how to be a kindergarten teacher~ 
Blek =P~

Have a bit nervous~ Gambateh!!!
My uniform still haven complete yet~ cause a bit still need edit ~ LOL~
Tomorrow need early go to take my uniform~
My dear give me a good support ~ He tomorrow borrow his car let me nonly walk long way~ Thank you my dear~ I love you!! ^^

Days 354 - 11/6

Yesterday have go to my cousin wedding dinner...never rest properly yet~
Actually have attend wedding, i should feel happy, but i'm sad~
may be i'm worry about my job...
Next week, i need to start work as a kindergarten teacher...but i never tell my family..i'm scare them are objection~ cause they dislike~ i'm very scare when they know , what will happen..but i'm already promise that i will work it~ i'm want do what is better~
Beside that, i'm very hardworking to search part-time job to work, but i search many days but still haven success yet~ my salary only just few hundreds..i need part-time job to supplement...i'm really worry about this..i'm very stress about this..
although my dear are not mind about my salary, but i'm very mind..
i'm really very very worry, i'm worry until can't eat well, and can't sleep well too~
i'm feel stress a lot..but my dear, can u understand what are my feeling..what i'm during worry～
i know you are very tired~ but my things, my stress, i can't tell my parent, my family,but i can tell you only..i never say, but why you cant ask my straightly~ i need your care, i need you to support me~ but why every time you say i always make you angry~ but do you know, when i'm stress, i'm really don't know wanna how...i duno how to tell you is better~ why you cant ? why you don't want try to ask me...i really very stress...i'm not like to make a unhappy face to you, cause i'm really stress...i'm feel very very emo~

Days 353 - 10/6

Today is a big day!! My cousin wedding!!
Early morning, we have go to having breakfast~
after that, we have go to my cousin house to welcome bride ~
hahaXD...as a younger cousin~ we have receive angpow...hahahaXD
so good...

at night, have  delicious dinner...
the most detail about this dinner, i'm duno how to say is better..cause i have drunk a bit...but i can say, it's really very great~

Days 352 -9/6

Today is my cousin's pre-wedding buffet dinner..
I have go early~ HahaXD
Cause can eat a lot..if not , later have a lot guest come, i'm cannot eat jor ...
After finish my dinner, i have ask my dear to fetch me go pasar malam~ but he just finish work, then still haven go back home to take a bath, so i need to follow him back home...but when waiting him finish bath, i have fall asleep, cause i'm too tired...so haven go pasar malam, i just sleep until 11pm,then back home~
Tomorrow is our "How" family big day~ ^^

Days 351 - 8/6

Today have go to Bandar Tasek Selatan for interview for part-time data entry job...
is a cheat~  haiz...luckily i have leave there early ~
after that, have go to shopping with my shui ang at times square...she need go to buy dinner cloth for my cousin wedding...
and i have buy a nice shoe...^^

Days 350 -7/6

Today have go to 2nd interview ~
finally success ~ but i won't tell my family that i have be a teacher~
after that have go to tailor there make a two set of uniform..price 244 ~

yesterday night have go to I-city...there really very nice...have many memorable things...

everything has be okay already~
i'm okay ~
my dearest friend...dun worry about me...is okay already..

Days 349 - 6/6

Today is my sadness day~
No mood...
sad~ and keep crying~

Days 348 - 5/6

i'm feel very disappointed to myself...
why i have do anything , but still want say i'm selfish..
did i have do any wrong else? let me feel i do anything is false..all is false...
make me feel very disappointed to myself....
can tell me?? do what is better...anything don't want do? i think anything else that are good for you..but u say i just think myself....what can i do...i'm care to you..but i don't know want do what thing is better, do what thing can let you feel better?
disappointed!!
i wont feel disappointed to you...but i just will feel myself do anything are not do until the best one...
God, can you tell me , what i should do...i'm blur and sad~

Tml is the 2nd interview, hope can success ..feel nervous now...nobody support me,include him~

Days 347

Today have hang out with zhaplang gang~
1st we have go to wangsa walk mall sing k~ there environment not too good..cause bright...haiz~
after that, we having lunch at popeye...
after finish lunch, we have go to jalan ipoh, mutiara complex bowling...
long time no bowling jor...
have some interesting things happen..hahaXD
is me go to disturb sean play bowling...i keep play his game, dun  give him play..hahahaXD
I'm evil hahaXD

Days 346 - 3/6

Today have going to interview at Lee Rubber Kindergarten...
There's very nice....i'm feel there very good environment..
when interview, i'm feel okay ...but need 2nd interview...
hope can success XD

tonight have go to carefour again...buy a lot snack and ice-cream....

I'm waiting tml coming, cause need hang out with zhapalang gang!!!

Days 345 -2/6

Today i'm wake up on 5.30am...did i'm crazy? duno =P
every morning wake up , i'm switch on television and watch movie until 9am..
then i have go to pasar buy nasi lemak...hahaXD
when i back home, my 4th sister ask me go again for buy apple..LOL~
after buy apple, i'm going back ...but my eldest sister reach my home...
OMG..go 1 more time pasar for buy breakfast to my "fat fat" nephew...
Today i need go to pasar how many times huh? 3 times leh....LOL!!!
after finish breakfast is around 10.30am...i bring Kathy go for injection, fetch by my 4th sister .... we have wait about 3hours...OMG....damn shit!! and boring too!!!
after that, i'm bring kathy back home after injection,my mum come to fetch us...
we going to viva home mall having lunch, shopping, and watch Kungfu Panda...
but i'm tired..fall asleep at cinema....
after that,we have to back home...but on the way have pass by the sri rampai..my mum say wanna go pasar malam...lol~
finally , we around 6.30pm reach home...
but we hurry up take a bath and prepare go to having dinner at kepong...but i'm very tired la....shit lo~
i take a sleep , then my dear is calling me...he ask me to go to carefour...
Walau a...what's wrong of today!!! i'm very very very tired!!!
tired and a nice day too~ LOL ~

Days 344 -1/6

Today is 1st day of June, is also my cute niece, kathy birthday~ Happy birthday
^^
Today i have call for vacancy that at Lee Rubber Kindergarten~ There is my childhood study de!!! Finally i have success to book a appointment at Friday 11am...Hope i can success it..

But when i have tell my mum that i want go to interview at there..but she keep pour cold water on me...why? u are mum, why u cant support me as well!! LOL~

But anywhere, i will cheer up!! I want get full of confident~
Add oil!! i can do it!!!

Days 343 - 31/5

Today is last day of May 2011~ i'm still haven get a new job~
June is getting start, but i'm lying on bed, keep online, and do no meaning thing..
Oh my god...did i can attack boring life ? no work no money..that's true..but dunno my heart keep force myself keep lazy..
I'm have looking for job many days...but still haven success for vacant ..
haiz..how come i will like that?
Cheer up!!! Please!!! be hard...be hard...
have a lot thing is need to use money..
i'm must be HARD~ CANT lazy anymore...
dun be a useless girl!!!

黃威爾 + 戴佩妮 - 我們之間 ( DJ Version )

马嘉轩 - 《认错》官方MV

马嘉轩 - 《I'm Okay》 官方MV

Days 339 - 27/5

Today have go to Wings Musicafe with my dear~
there is a good environment for gathering, is a nice place~
about the F&B...the price...have a bit expensive~
forget take photo....there really very nice~

林凡 重傷 MV 完整版

郁可唯-指望（新专辑主打歌曲）

24,25,26/5

I'm lazy to update my blog~
cause ntg special happen~
and i'm no mood to write anythg =[

Days 335

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!! and also my cousin~ Happy Birthday to you^^

Days 334 -22/5

Today is me and my dear 11 months anniversary~ ^^
I'm very happy today, cause still have 1 month we are reach 1st year anniversary...
I love you so much, my dear~

Today evening, have going to my dear house, we have ASAP complete the puzzle that we have put at there about a month~ Finally, we have complete it~
Hooray...this is my good present to my BD present~
Tonight , we have celebrate my birthday ~ I'm very excited..cause my dear have order a lot of my favourite food~ Thank You very much~
Today also have receive a new phone cover...is Angry Bird...my lovely ~
Thank you to Calende & Nick~ ^^

Days 333 - 21/5

Walao~ time past so fast~
Today already is 21st of May jor!!!! Today is the legend day of "end o world" ~
Do you scare? Do you think a lot a lot? hahaXD
I'm just think happy is better!!!

Today also is my cute niece 1st year old birthday~ Kathy, Happy Birthday~

Still have two day is my 19th birthday~
Tomorrow is me and my dear 11 months anniversary ~
520..my dear~

Days 332

Today is a very important day to me~
Cause today i wanna to RESIGN this job!!
Today morning reach office, i keep "pura-pura" make call~
hahaXD ~ i have to cheat some people~ LOL~
Celaka betul!!! hahahahahahaXD

very happy when i have to resign this job!! Blek =p

Days 331 - 19/5

Hooray~ have a nice day!!
Today is Jusco member day~
I have go to shopping with my dear ~
We have buy a lot hot cup, shampoo, drink and so on~
HahaXD
have spent rm200++
but all thing become very cheap~ Hooray!!!
Today i'm very happy ^^

Days 330

Today i'm feel very tired..
I'm so want to give resign letter...
Help~ What wrong of me!!!! I hate !!! I hate so much !!!
Pls lets me go~ i dun wan work this job anymore!!!

Days 329 - 17/5

Happy Wesak Days~

Today have a tasty lunch with Yi Wen, Hy, Mama & Sean at MCD Jaya Jusco...
After that have go to wangsa walk sing k~ (p/s: sean treat us leh~ )
1st time sean treat us sing k ~ hahaXD
TQ wor....

Days 328 - 16/7

Today i'm feel very tired...may be not enough sleep gua~
Every morning fall asleep at office..
my courier all are in holiday mood..
all lazy to make call..
keep talking ...hahaXD
when manager come out from office, we just "pura-pura" make call~
we are so naughty XD

Days 327 - 15/5

This few day damn lazy to update my blog...
but i will update all things that have happen on few day~
so i may be will update few day's thing in a day~
LOL~

Days 326 - 14/5

Today weather damn hot....
make me feel dun have any "selera" to eat anything...
hot ...hot...hot...very hot..
make me whole body come out many sweat~
lol~ drink many water also no use..make sweat come out...

Days 325 - 13/5

Happy birthday to my cousin, Ying Hui~
Wish you can success  in your education~

Today also no mood to work...don't have anymore confidence to do this job..
i'm whole day just make few calls, then stop make call in whole day~

Lunch time, my dear have buy a set of KFC to me, i'm feel very surprise that he call me to tell me buy tasty lunch to me..i'm feel very happy too...feel very happiness~ =]
Thank you, My dear~

Days 324~ 12/5

Happy birthday to my nephew, Jiunn Yu...
Although u are very naughty, make me very hate u.. but i wish u can healthy to growth up~
Hope u wont naughty again~

Today i very very hate to work..no mood to work, feel disappointed to my company...how come can't hit target then need to cut off 50% salary and cant take any commision? (for the senior staff , the new staff not include)...
but i think i just now is new staff...after 1 month, not new staff , also will "kena" ?
i'm just now really feel dun have any energy and no mood to continue this job alrdy~

Days 323

Today i'm feel tired...and also still have a bit not well...
Keep fever..lastly still keep vomit too~
Today i have no mood to work...may be too suffer of my sick~
I need to fast fast recover...

Days 322

Haiz~ today need work, but i still sick...headache ,>.<"
but anyway i'm need go to work also~
i have vomit many times...i now not busy for work, is busy for go toilet vomit...
Lunch time, have a lunch...but i just think , did i have a lunch? cause i scare vomit again~
finally back office, really vomit all the things of just now what i eat~
OMG~ so suffer~
Mr. Fever keep find me...never away from me...
bone-ache also~ how to work properly?
i need fast-fast recover...
Mr. Fever...pls far away from me...

Days 321

Today so sad~ no mood whole day~
I'm sick again~ and yesterday i had do something wrong make my dear angry~
I'm try to ask him forgive me..i'm scare he will not talk anymore with me~
Today i have take a MC ~ cause i'm high fever and bone-ache~
i'm 1st time sick with nobody care of me....my mum have going travel, my dad busy for work...
so lastly i'm going to my "sister" home take a rest and talk with her~
she have scold me what i had do to my dear~
i have learn a lot~ i'm very selfish...never care what my dear feeling...
Dear,i'm so sorry..but i still need you~ Pls, dun leave me alone~

Days 320

Happy Mother's Day~
Today have go shopping with my mum and my sister at Viva Home, Cheras...
There very nice, and big also...
We've try a lot tasty food at there..
cause there have a lot restaurant we never see yet except Old Town =p
after that, have buy a small cake for celebrate Mother's Day~
Why buy small cake? cause my home nobody want eat cake....LOLz~
After that, having dinner =]

Days 319~ 7/5

Today actually is a damn bored day~
the weather is hot....then still a lot kids at there make noisy~ let me feel angry and in whole day are bad mood~
i'm just think, or i go to find a part-time job that working time at weekend~ but i don't know go where to find the part-time job is better~
Haiz~ i'm hope weekend can relax...but can't ~

Days 318

Today finally have make many call, but all are not success~ cause when i call, the phone are not available, busy line or not the person~ LOL~
how can i do~
my team leader keep give me pressure~ but that's not my problem ~ is the phone are nobody lo~
hope next week  i can success a case ..i want $$ badly~

Days 317

Today is my 3rd day work~
Today i must be make call~ but i really not dare to call anyone~ cause i really scare i cant speak well and make wrong mistake to others~
haiz~

After lunch ,i have make a call, but i can't speak fluent....more "kek shui" ~
damn fish la~
But time past so fast...abt 4pm, manager have ask us meeting...
haiz~ get pressure lo~ cause about the sales not too good, so need work hard...
after that, my team leader give me pressure again~
damn many pressure~ but the pressure i have a bit can't handle liao~
GOD~ bless me la~
i'm scare i can't continue this job for the next month~
help~ help~ help~
it is i suitable work this job~
i just can say may be~

Days 316

2nd day working~ today need starting learn how to promote the personal loan~
Damn blur leh~ duno want how to explain the loan~ how i know leh~ how to promote o~ damn hard lo~
Today have a call list~ my team leader ask me try call~ but i not dare~ damn scary! lastly he ask me to learn more~ but tomorrow must try to call~
GOD...i need you help~ PLS bless me~

Days 315

First day working my new job...as a telemarketer~
I'm so scare i can't handle it~
I'm arrive company at 10am~
then starting training until lunch time~
Lunch time is 1230pm until 130pm~
After lunch time, refresh and do revision~
after that, start introduce myself to other staff~
they're very nice~ there have malay,chinese and india~ 1 Malaysia ~ hahaXD
Have a nice working day ~ XD

Days 314

Tomorrow want work la~ Add oil!!!
Haiz~ i'm still scare for work ~
Hope ~ Hope....i can take it easy~
God Bless Me ~PLS~
Last day for my lazy day~
i'm sure keep sleep , eat, watch TV and online~
Tml Is my 1st day work...need to hard~ LOL

Days 313~ 1/5

Bye, April~

Hello, May~ 

still have 2 days i need to work ~

LOL~ i'm still worry that i can handle this job or not~

Today is Labour's Day~ My dear sure offday~ Haha^^

today we have go to times square walk around...

Dear have buy a bag to me...use for work~

Thank You very much~

Days 312

Damn shit !!!! My eyes itchy again~ become red  a lot~
OMG ~ why suddenly my eyes become like this~
Hope can fast fast recover~

Still have 3 days i need to start my new job~
hope everything will be best ~
Hope i can handle it easily~

Days 311 -29/4

Haiz~ yesterday night my mood suddenly become very down and down~
may be i think too much gua~
when midnight have a heavy rain~ actually is a good condition for sleep~ but me don't know why cant sleep yet~
i have lying on bed...but my eyes keep open big and big.... after that , i have to online until late ~

Today wake up on afternoon~ is over sleep again~
Wash my face, brush my teeth, then having lunch with my brother' girl friend at Nando, Jaya Jusco Wangsa Maju~
After having lunch, we to go to walk around jusco ~ and have a look for formal wear..cause i need to buy formal wear for my job~
Finally, i have buy 4 clothes ~
Today i have spend around RM100++
My heart feel very pain for spend money~
I'm become poor ~ lately will be Bankrap~

At night, have going to watch a movie~ (p/s: is very suddenly ~ this is my dear's friend have two free movie entrance ticket...so we have get this "hor kang")
the movie <关云长> ..actually is a nice movie..but me feel bored...cause talking about 关羽 and have some 三国 story~

have a tired day ～

Days 310

Argh!!!!!!!!!! can't sleep a~
Here Malaysia, Not USA a~
why i can't sleep well ? why ? why?

Today have go to interview a job as Telemarketer....
1st time interview this job~ don't have any experience about this job~
i'm full interest this job~ hope i can do it~

Noon, having a tasty lunch, MCD , at jaya jusco....
after that, go to interview at seksyen 2, wangsa maju...

i have success !!! Hooray!!!
but i need to buy clothes again...cause need office wears..but i don't have any shirt or wears for office...LOLz~

Hope i can take it easy for this job~

Days 309

This month really damn lazy~
No Work Keep Sleep at home~
Today have call a phone for ask job...
have a appointment for interview on tomorrow 2.30pm~
hope can success~
and also tml have to enjoy mcd with Wen~

Days 308 - 26/4

OMG~ yesterday i sleep on 6am....
but i really cant sleep well....
haiz~ everyday like that, i sure die~ lol~ give my parents treat me until die...

today my dear early finish work and come fetch me go to his home...
we have finish a quarter of 1000 puzzle~
lol~ still have  a lot...
hope can fast-fast finish the puzzle~

Days 307 - 25/4

Lol~ go funfair again~
but nothing interest on the game lo~
cause feel play in funfair really damn wasting money and time~

Days 306 - 24/4/2011

Tonight have a great dinner~ we whole family go to Shabu One having our tasty dinner~ hahaXD
1st time go with family having buffet steamboat dinner...
the feel very great~
We eat...eat..eat...
we have eat a lot....
and also eat a lot ice-cream~ >.< "

Days 305

23 April already~ OMG~
time past so fast~
left one month is my 19th birthday~
hope all things become good thing, the bad thing pls all away~
haiz~ rest almost 23 days jor, hope can get job ASAP~
i need money to pay my phone bill, insurance, and so on~
a lot and a lot....haiz~
hope can get a job before end of this month~

have a good news here...that last time go fun fair have lose de chipmunks...today we are won it~ damn happy now~
the chipmunk very cute..
i like it so much~
and also very Thank You to my dear~ ^^

Days 304

Today is our 10 months anniversary~

Today after finish having my tasty lunch, then i hurry up go to bank to check my account balance~
I really very scare that my money will lost ~ so scare~
Finally my money just give as deposit for petrol~ the officer explain to me, if me use my card to pay the petrol, the petrol station almost take 200, then see use how many ...then the balance will give us back after 3 days...
haiz~ luckily my money haven lost~
Amitofo~

Days 303 - 21/4

OMG!!! 吓了一大跳！
今天去银行打算提款。。。发觉balance和我计算的不一样～
难道我自己算错还是有人盗用我的提款卡呢？
我快被吓死了～ 我晃了一整天～
明天还是早点去检查户口～

Days 302

Damn shit!!! Yesterday night cant sleep!!! Lying on bed until 7am , me finally cant sleep jor~ LOL~ OMG...here is M'sia , not USA ....
What's wrong of me o? Everyday also like that!!
Help!! I need help!! Somebody can help me, can sleep easily~
Haiz~

Today having lunch with my nephew and bother's girlfriend at What Cafe..
Actually the food ok lo....
but the drink really very ok~ hahaXD

after that , i have going to rampai interview a job...duno will success or not, hope can success it~

Days 301 -19/4

Aiyaya!!! Damn tired lo~ sleep until noon !! 3.30pm wake up~ LOL!!!
Actually is my dear calling my phone, then i 'm wake up pick up phone!!
i'm so surprise that he today no going to work~ LOLz~
cause of sleep late!!
but never mind lo~ can go out pak tuo!! hehe!!

tonight really very happy, having a dinner at popeye @wangsa walk, after that , we going to Fun Fair @ sri gombak!! I'm long time no go thr leh~ i so miss there!!
I'm see the bear(big big)!! i like so muchie!!! specially the chipmunks...damn kawaii!!! but cant wont it~ so "sayang" lo!!!
play the game just left 5points then can get it jor~ but we play many times still only get 35 points.. haiz~

Days 300 - 18/4

I'm happy!!! very very happy!!!
Today gathering with my friends...
1st , we go to watch movie (the ghost must be crazy) at Times Square...2nd time to watch this movie..
after that, we go to Lot 10 having tasty buffet steamboat ....
haha...LALA...i'm coming!!
but lastly, i have eat a lot ...but still keep hungry...LOL~
after finish lunch, we've go hang gai gai~
my favourite ^^ Hehe~

Days 299 - 17/4

LOL～ 又失眠了。。。睡不着咯！！
搞到六点多才睡得着～
haiz~在这样下去。。我只有每天给妈妈骂～
天啊～ 救救我吧！！ 解决我的失眠问题。。。pls...

期待明天与同学的聚会。。。

Days 298 - 16/4

哈哈！ 今天是和dear去看电影的好日子。。。

《鬼也笑》～ 我来咯！！

非常搞笑。。。有一点点恐怖啦～

经典名句：

- next time you see the ghost again, ask the ghost report to me....

-  鬼来啦，你的神叻？

-  who say i die...everytime say i die,everytime say i die..i pantang la sir！！

- 你是我的内衣，我是你的内裤，没有我这条内裤你不可以走路～

- my grandma walk faster than you!! move!!

哈哈！！！真的好笑！！

Days 297 - 15/4/2011

好累哦！！！好久没睡到那么迟。。。
今天睡到下午3.30～给爸妈骂的狗血淋头。。。、
我也不想嘛！！！谁叫我半夜睡不着！！
睡醒后。。。实行我的“量地”精神。。。吃饱看戏。。。看完戏又在吃。。。
别学我噢！这是不好的行为！！！

Days 296 -14/4/2011

今天是跟好友们去见工的日子。。
我们大约中午12点就集合了。。。 可是我们的乌龟小姐迟迟不出现!!
haiz~ 乌龟小姐这个名称。。果然名不虚传。。。
终于等到我们的乌龟小姐了～
原本打算见工的·， 可是以我们刚才的观察，发觉环境有点杂~ 所以只好放弃。。。
过后，我们的prima 一日游开始了。。。
从吃午餐，然后喝糖水，到吃冰。。。我们绕了半天prima....
其实还蛮累的。。。

Days 295

失眠越来越厉害了～ 一直等到快五六点才睡得着～

谁可帮我？唯有自己半夜看电视上网～

今天和好友们打算明天去见工～

这是新开的咖啡厅～

希望我们明天会成功！！

Days 294

剩下六天就是Days 300 了～
好期待这个日快快到来～

今天和我的好姐妹，Wen,去享用美味“丰富”的午餐～ 麦当劳，我们来啦～
我们在麦当劳待了五个小时～ 因为我们在那儿谈天说地～
哈哈XD～ 好久没这样了～ 好怀念以前中学生涯～
时光可以倒流吗？ 可以带我回去以前那个快乐的时光吗？
时间不会倒流～ 时间一直努力的慢慢流逝～它不会为了某某人而停着～
但记忆并不会消失～ 它一直都在脑里～ 不会离开～
快乐的时光，值得我们一直回忆～
但快乐的时光终是永远很快过去～
所以好好珍惜～^^

陶吉吉-愛很簡單(KTV)

忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你
有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你
真的很简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日也去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我
喔......
i love you
无法不爱你
baby
说你也爱我
i love you
永远不愿意
baby
失去你
不可能更快乐
只要能在一起
做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停
用最真诚的心
让爱变得简单
i love you
我一直在这里
baby
一直在爱你
i love you yes i do
i love you 
永远都不放弃
这爱你的权利
如果你还有一些困惑
oh no
请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着爱你
yes i do
come on now

Days 293

睡不着因为对他的思念吗？
我好想他。。。好挂念他。。
多么想他在我身边。。是多么多么的想念他～
思念是无止境的～
思念的苦并不好受～
可是捱到思念之苦的爱情是最珍贵的～
而我，是否能捱得过呢？
好好呆在他的身边。。
有他在身边，心也安也暖～
♥ ♥ ♥ 

Days 292 - 10/4/2011

今天跟随大姐逛街去咯～ 买了一大堆必需品。。。
当要回家时，车start不着～
haiz~ 又要等人来帮忙了。。。
还好我亲爱的他，放工了。。我只好打电话向他求救。。
因为他是位专业的维修汽车人员嘛！！

晚上，刚想出去享用晚餐，竟然下了一场倾盆大雨！！
我的天啊！！为何在哭泣？ 没得出门了，只好等雨停～
过了一小时，终于雨停了～
我们就去享用热呼呼又温暖的火锅～
现在的火锅越来越多选择，当然也越来越贵～

享用晚餐后，亲爱的带我回家了。。
在家楼下，他跟我谈了一件事。。
这件事，对我来说，真的会很不习惯～
因为某些原因，我们不能够像平常那样。。天天见面了。。
可是我认为的解决方法，他可能不接受，因为他也许不想我那么辛苦，只好被逼一星期只见几次面～
我知道他想给我最好的～
他不忍心让我看见他为了撐“那个原因”辛苦的样子。。
我知道他真的真的很疼我～

也许不再像平常那样，天天见面了～
毕竟我都习惯了，一时之间的改变。。真的很难适应～
一天不见，对他的思念，就越来越强烈。。。
有时会忍不住，想直接跑去找他。。
可是我必须尊重他的决定。。。
希望这个月赶快过完。。
我不想忍受思念之苦～
我也不想他为了“那个原因”受苦～

Days 291 - 9/4/2011

今晚与我亲爱的他看了一场电影 《单身男女》。。很棒！！ 也让我有个想法。。。

爱。。。到底是什么东西。。可以让人又爱又恨～
有些人多么渴望爱；但有些人痛得不想再碰爱：
也有些人完全不敢去碰，连想也从未想过～
人与人之间，都需靠缘分。。缘分何时来，何时去。。谁也不知道。。。
当它来时，怎么挡也挡不住。。。
当你不珍惜时，它也不会留下。。。
当你珍惜时，它也不一定会在你身边。。。
缘分。。。是个可贵的东西。。
所以，当它到时，必须好好珍惜它，不然失去了，后悔莫及。。

建立一段感情，并不容易。。
最基本除了爱。。信任是最最重要的。。。
就算有爱，没有信任。。彼此并不会在一起长长久久的。。
禁得起上天给的考验的感情，是最珍贵的。。一定要好好把握，好好珍惜。。

就像戏里的男女主角。。
女主角必须做出抉择。。
一个是爱你爱到什么事都愿意为你做。。给到你安全感，百分百老实的好男人。。。
一个是爱你爱到什么物质上的事给你满足，却给不到安全感，百分百有钱的男人。。
爱上给到物质上满足的男人，喜欢上老实的好男人。。。
但做抉择时，该如何选择呢？
如果女主角是你，你会选哪个？

一个女人/女生， 爱上一个男人/男生，要的是物质吗？还是安全感？
一个女人的一生，可为了一个男人放弃她的理想。。为了他，就算在家相夫教子也在所不辞。。而男人呢？你们为女人又做了什么呢？物质上的满足？ 还是用你的一生爱护她们，给到她们所需的安全感与爱呢？

对我而言， 爱，安全感。。是我所需要的。。。物质上的满足怎样也比不上！！！！

Days 290 - 8/4/2011

经过昨天给眼睛敷了药，今天睡醒总算好很多了。。
虽然不痛不痒了，可是我还得小心照顾我的双眼。。。
眼睛还是红红的。。。连我看人也不大敢直视人家的眼，怕传染给他人就不好了。。。
所谓“己所不欲，勿施于人”嘛！！！这个俗语好像用到不对也～
哎呀。。。随便啦。
还好现在没工作，不然一直跟老板拿病假也不大好吧。。。
可是我还得找新的工作嘛。。不能一直呆在家里，不工作吧。。
翻一翻报纸，找不到合适我的工作。。。
我到底几时才可找到合适我的工作呢？

Days 289 -7/4/11

今晚终于去看医生了。。。
我的双眼又红又痒又痛。。。。
给医生检验一会儿，医生说我得了红眼症，而且眼睛也发炎了。。。
问我为什么拖到现在才看医生。。。
医生啊。。我也不想啊。。我有时间去才可以嘛！！！
医生说要敷药五天。。。而且白天出门不可以让眼睛嗮到太阳，必须戴黑眼镜。。。
哇！！！有必要这样吗？
还好有提早去看医生，不然后果更严重。。。
所以，一旦发现眼睛不舒服，一定要马上就医。。。

Days 288 - 6/4/2011

aiyaya~ damn pain of my eyes~
my eyes already red, itchy and pain 4 days~
whole day keep red~ sometimes will very itchy and pain~
damn suffer~
what's wrong of my eyes? why? why?
it is allergy? or have any else?
i never wear contact lens geh leh~ why my eyes will become like that~
keep itchy~ and also my eyes will always flow out some eyedrop~
haiz~hope my eyes fast fast recover ~

Days 287 - 5/4/2011

“清明时节雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂”
今天是清明节，一大清早，妈妈就准备一顿丰富的，拜祭祖先。。。
过后，爸妈就去哥哥的档口。。稍微帮手。。。
而我就呆在家顾小宝宝。。。
在家，一直希望爸妈快点回来，让我可以有多一点时间去找Mr Ding...可以陪他。。因为他今天休息，没做工。。。
可是等了又等。。。等到两点，爸妈才回来。。。。
呜呜～ 我的计划被耽搁了。。。
原本打算去看一场电影，然后再去茨场街走走。。
就算把电影延迟到晚上才看。。。也是被破坏了。。。因为天不作美，下了一场大雨。。。我们只好打道回府。。。

Days 286 - 4/4/2011

今晚最有意义。。。

因为今晚我们一家人带婆婆去吃晚餐，虽然不是山珍海味，可是吃的津津有味。。。

是一顿开心的晚餐～

哈哈！！

吃了晚餐后，我跟随二姐车去大姐家，拜祭大姐夫。。。

上了一炷香，心里替大姐感到好不甘。。。

突然好想哭。。。可是只好让眼泪在眼里打转。。。不敢让大姐看到。。免得引起她伤心的心情。。。

过后，回家咯。。。

他来找我了，还带我去打包我的最爱的螃蟹。。

好贵哦。。。两只螃蟹要rm50。。。

过后，我们回家好好享受。。。

哈哈XD 

跟爸爸妈妈分享。。。他们都吃得好开心。。。

我们也是。。。。

Days 285 - 3/4/2011

今天是拜祭阿公的日子， 因为我们通常都会在清明节提早拜祭阿公。。。
一路以来，在我印象中，我的阿公好喜欢和kopi-o!!!哈哈！！
今年，我没跟随妈妈一起去。。因为今天我要陪Mr Ding。。。今天他早放工。。是我最期待的一天～ 因此，我非常喜欢星期天，因为我可以陪伴他久一点～
谁知道，等了又等。。。等到八点。。。他才来载我。。。
我好生气，竟然放工四点多拖到八点才来找我。。。
当他和我解释后，我好生气自己，为什么那么容易生气。。。为什么自己一直在胡思乱想，搞到自己一直情绪化。。。
我应该好好检讨。。。

*两个人选择在一起，就必须信任彼此。。这是最基本的。。没有信任，是无法相处长久的。。。

Days 284 - 2/4/11

damn tired leh~
today sleep until noon cai wake up~
have a MCD lunch ~ 2 sets spicy chicken mc deluxe~ hahaXD
cause i'm really very hungry!!!
after lunch, be a babysister~ damn tired today!!!

hope tml wont tired anymore...
can enjoy my holiday simply~

Days 283 - 1/4/11

Hooray !!! today is my 1st day freedom of work~
no need work the stupid job!!!
but today early morning wake up, fetch Mr Ding go to work, then me need to go to open a new account of maybank and get a new debit card~
after that have a breakfast with mum & dad @ brother's chicken rice stall that at rampai~
at noon, i have to go to get W995 at pandan indah~
hahaXD~
at night, go fetch mr ding bck home~
never rest whole day~
damn tired!!!!

Days 282

Last day already !!!!!!!!!! =]

Today is my last day work ...
Actually today i'm really feel happy, but early morning , have some unlucky thing happen...
early morning wake up, take my phone wanna see what time is it...but my phone cant switch on... i just think is it no battery, but yesterday before go bed , i had charge my phone, so i hurry connect phone with my laptop, finally see my phone all things lost...why so suddenly....need to restore, but cant install , cause need update to version 4.3.1, but last time i'm had update, but make a lot problem to my phone, but now, me must update, if not my phone cant switch on~ hope my phone can switch on~
now no phone using, life without phone really very suffer....
damn sad =[
what wrong of my phone...suddenly so hate iphone, cause really have a lot trouble....

Day 281

Countdown 1days~

One more days, i'm freedom!!!
Today i'm really no mood, damn emo =[
i'm dunno what's wrong of me, it is cause of Fb relationship with Mr Ding...
early morning on FB then see the request of relationship...
our relationship from in a relationship become it's complicated...
i dunno what meaning of this change...
is good or bad...i dunno~
when i see this request, i really what should i do..lastly i have approve it...but my heart, dunno why, damn pain, damn sad...my eyes , T.T, i'm cry ...i cant control....
why? why ? did i do wrong anything?
my brain non-stop thinking a lot ....
have somebody can tell me?
damn emo today!!!

Days 280

Countdown  2 days~

Aiyaya...still have two days.... gambateh!!!
On fb, see 988 webpage, 24k sent out ady...$$ fly jor!!
abt Myfm, haiz, know the answer , but hard to call in~ $$$ fly ....
God, can u help me next time let's me success call in~ i want $$$$
pls help me!!

Abt fb zhapalang gang, have a guys play out fire, now i've try many times cant add him back!!!
finally, i delete all the thing, and create a new group..and add back all the member!!!
pls dun play play again, dun say leave group anymore, cause when u leave jor, i need to open new group again~
this will bring a lot trouble to other members~

Days 279

Countdown 3 days~

erm, left 3 days already~
left 3 days, i'm freedom!!!

Actually , i have interview a new job that's be a tuition teacher's assistant, but the salary is between 800-1200, but me dunno why feel this job are not suitable to me, may be my chinese, malay , and english become broken language...and about my economy status , i need to pay for telephone fee, insurance and so on!!
how i should be? is it suitable to me? or i need to find another job?
how?how?how?

Days 278 - 27/3/2011

Countdown 4 days!!!

Sunday!!! I love Sunday!!!
Today plan sleep until noon cai wake up~ but can't, cause need drive 2nd sister's car go to change new tyre...
her car really damn shit..hard to drive...steering heavy so much...*cause she use a not suitable tyre on her car...
haiz!!!!
after change the tyre...car become easy to drive...

damn tired leh...

Days 277 - 26/3/2011

Countdown 5 days~

Hooray...left 5 days...
i love saturday so much...work 1/2 day only...
Today have a tasty lunch with my best HengDai & JiMui....
damn happy today!!!

have a MCD lunch, quite cheap ...
and v have a "zap lai zap qu"!!!
this is our last time at school sure got de round...
hahaXD

today, Myfm have a show...
nice show!!!
i have see that Jolin Tsai dancing...
June Jolin have a concert @ Malaysia...
hope i have the concert ticket ~ ^6^

Days 276 - 25/3/11

Countdown 6 days~

Friday!!!! finally Friday already....
still left 6 days only...Gambateh!!!!
after this month , i'm freedom....

hahaXD, today have a nice experience with wen, cause we plan to join the MYFM cash me plan....
tat's time, we are so excited , and think a lot that if we have won the cash..
we plan to eat buffet...abalone, lala, lobster and so on...(p/s: dreaming - ing)
but lastly we wait until 5pm also dun have this game..then we choose next time join the game..
hope v can success won the cash~

Days 275

Countdown 7 days~

Haiz~ early morning raining again~ i'm lying on bed until near around 8.50am, then wake up go to work..
Rainy day make me feel cool & sleepy...

still got one week i'm freedom...but one day like one year...time pass slowly...
pls, time pass faster la~ i dun wan at here anymore...damn bored....
at here really during wasting my time....
everyday except online, still online....the line lag dou ~ make me wanna crazy....
pls, fast fast 31st march la~

Days 274

Countdown 8 days....

argh....damn tired....but why always a cold day for sleep...then i need to wake up go to work..
why i can't lying on the bed....why!!!!!
so xiang take off to sleep...to enjoy this cold day....

haiz....can i leave this job now!!!! can i don't work!!!! can i nonly walk go to work!!!!
i so hate to work this job....
CAN I?????

Days 273

Countdown 9 days~

Bravo...♥ ♥ ♥ 9 months ♥ ♥ ♥
*\(^o^)/*。 o(^_^)o。)^o^( (^○^) (^o^)/ (^.^) =(^.^)= (*☻-☻*)ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ
Waiting for celebration !!!

Early morning raining day~ damn cool, lying on bed...lazy to wake up~
Luckily my dear Mr Ding, has come to fetch me ...
That's good, nonly take umbrella walk then make my shoes and pants wets...
Thank You, my dear~ ^ ^

HahaXD ~ finally i wait dao 1pm jor...lunch time... but i duno my dear will come accompany me having lunch bor~
When i prepare go to eat lunch, at downstair , i have see him~ i'm surprise~
Today lunch have 2 surprise...
1st is my dear suddenly have come to accompany me having lunch~
2nd is my dear fetch me go to Kenny Roger @ genting klang~
i'm very happy....Thank you very much to my dear~

after i finish work,dear come to fetch me back home, but he are late..cause traffic jam...
i'm wait him about 10 mins....so he so apologize this, then he say treat me watch a movie "Mens suddenly in love"~
OMG!! this movie is 18xx....Lol~ all about ??? i'm shy to watch this movie...but the actor say de thing i'm really not too understand..boring lo~ i've fall asleep in the cinema...but i have heard that Mr Ding keep laugh...this movie interesting meh?

after movie, we having our dinner...Domino's pizza...it's free, cause i have a coupon that's for get a free regular pizza~

today damn tired ...but i'm happy cause Mr Ding has do a lot thing to celebrate this 9 months anniversary...
Thank you , dear...♥ ♥ ♥ 

Days 272 - 21/3/11

Countdown 10days~

Wow!! still got 10days..haiz...1 days like 1 year~
I'm so hate this job...trouble so much...no heart to work jor la~
Lazy to wake up, lazy to walk go to work...

Tonight need to bring eldest sister's car to go stick new mirror sticker~
Waiting abt 1 1/2 hours...
damn tired lo~

Days 271

Countdown 11 days~

一个星期累计的累～ 终于用一天搞定～ 今天睡得饱饱的～
我最喜欢星期天了～
因为我可以睡迟一点，然后可以约会久一点。。哈哈XD

今天和Mr Ding去买Nick Nick 的小宝宝，Oscar 的满月礼篮。。。全部东西都是维尼熊的品牌。。。。
因为Oscar母亲喜欢维尼熊，所以就买了维尼熊的宝宝礼篮～

今天真的有点累， 又要把这些累累积到下个星期日了～

Days 270 - 19/3/2011

Countdown 12 days~

今天应该会很多人挨通宵， 等待看大大圆圆的月亮～ 我也打算那么做～可是， 呵呵， 我的眼睛很痛，好想睡觉噢～

今天，一到公司就打瞌睡。。。最终睡着了～一睡就睡到放工...
哈哈XD~我好像一只猪噢～
回到家，肚子饿到。。。一直找东西吃....
吃饱了，呵呵。。。周公先生又来找我聊天～
今天可以说睡了半天～

晚上，就和Mr Ding出去咯～ 原本我们打算要拿大姐的车去粘镜纸～可惜时间无法配合，唯有改成星期一粘～
反正无聊没事做，我们就去看看Nick Nick的小宝宝。。。。
好可爱噢～宝宝永远都是那么可爱。。。哈哈XD

后来我们打算去看戏。。
可是戏票卖完了。。。唯有打道回府咯～

Days 269

Countdown 13 days~

Today have a bit busy..but not quite busy~
Although busy...always busy for online~
Nothing do just online ~ Facebook., is my 1st choice...cause it can help me "jie men"~
Whole day dunno why...no mood~

Days 268 -17/3/11

Countdown 14 days~

Today is a damn boring day also~ i keep fall asleep at office~

tonight have go to night market with Mr Ding & my nephew,Juinn Yu..
May be Juinn Yu are naughty, make Mr Ding angry....
but Mr Ding angry me also cause bring a child that need me hug him~ Mr Ding very unlike me bring a child go out, then make myself difficult....
sorry la~ next time i wont bring any child go out la~
forgive me , ok?

Days 267 - 16/3/2011

Countdown 15 days~

Erm, feel very tired, have fall asleep at office~
Damn tired~ maybe yesterday haven rest well ~
Mr headache come to find me also~ haiz~

Today Mr Ding haven come to find me, cause we choose today to rest at home...
Actually we have online to chat..but the line very lag....
Lastly ,  Mr Ding may be to tired, sleep ady....

And me, stomach keep hungry...lastly, i need to the food that's left of dinner...
Long time no like that jor, but me "tak biasa" abt this, cause everytime when i'm hungry, Mr Ding will bring me go eating~
Haiz~ rest a days .....

Days 266 - 15/3/11

Countdown 16 days~

Yerrrr~ still want work this bullshit job~ sien dou bao~
Haiz~ today Mr Ding offday~ just yesterday he promise me say wanna fetch me go work~
lastly, i walk to work~ LOL~

Lunch time, also having lunch alone~

But, i'm think finish work, he won't come to fetch me...
finally,i'm surprise that his wait me at office downstair..my bad mood become good~

Today also need to go Maxis center @ klcc to take my new iphone~
we also have ask my "sister" go also~

when get my new phone, that's is old version~ only version 4.1 nia~
my last phone is version 4.2.1 lo~ now have come up the newest version 4.3 jor la~
bullshit!!!
But whatever , can get phone use is ok la~ abt update version, i think go ask professional ppl is better~

Days 265 - 14/3/11

Countdown 17 days....

Happy White Valentine's Day !!! ♥ ♥ ♥




Today i'm feel very emo...cause yesterday had argue with Mr Ding..
.
Yesterday whole night i cant sleep well...




When work, i'm cant focus ... lunch just eat a bit....cause haven the mood to have my lunch...


Finally , when night, i have go to his home, all thg...become well.....


*cause Mr Ding have say sorry abt yesterday....but actually that's my wrong, not him...i duno wanna how is better...i'm cant apologize myself...yesterday i just think we are "game over", but result are not ....i'm feel very sorry to him....


Our love story will be continue....nothing at all....

Days 264 - 13/3/11

Countdown 18 days,,,,

**一边笑得疯了 一边哭得累了 判若 两人
快要放弃了 快要虚脱了 下一 个我 又是 什么 角色
一边温驯爱著 一边激烈恨著 心能有几颗
我痛得快死了 可却还能活著 你说 该如何

**一边加速衝了 一边却在煞车 判若 两人
我不是我的 属于别人了 所以 自己 都没 资格 选择
一边极度快乐 一边心如刀割 人格分裂著
等待下一个我 挑战这一个我 你说 扯不扯


lyrics for 炎亞綸《下一個我》


today have something happens...this is my feeling... (tat's my wrong, but my mood become more emo...)


***after my dear iphone had gone, my mood is down n down, very emo....
why i can use a phone just two month and make it die...T.T ***

Days 263 - 12/3/11

Countdown 19 days...

今天完全处于不安与伤心的心情。。。不安是地球不知道还会发生什么天灾。。。昨天的地震与海啸，已夺走许多日本人的性命，摧毁了日本人的家园。。。伤心是因为不少人因为这场灾难失去了性命，家人与家园。。。

下午，我拿电话去修理。。在那儿等了又等。。一等就等了4个小时。。。在这段时间，我看到我的电话被许多人研究，试着修复，可是一次又一次不行。。。突然自己在开玩笑说我的电话准备进行手术，然后又进了ICU,过后试用电击，看是否救得回。。哈哈。。超无聊。。过后看了工作人员的脸色，知道弄不会了。。。自己心里准备。。还开玩笑说帮它搞身后事。。工作人员说补偿一个新的给我。。正常来说，我应该开心。。可是不是， 我好伤心，毕竟这架电话，我用了快2个月了， 对它已有感情。。。
我只能对它说安息吧。。。

Days 262 - 11/3/11

Countdown 20 days...

today have a bad news that Japan had happen a big earthquake and tsunami...
R.I.P for the ppl have pass away ...and pray for the ppl that still alive...

God,pls bless them...everything become well soon...

Pray for Japan!!!!!

Days 261 -10/3/11

Countdown 21 days~

have a good news here, Mr Ding has tell me that Nick's wife have born a baby ....that is after when Nick fetch me back home..then when them back home,his wife are say that the stomach very pain..so he hurry fetch his wife go to hospital....hahaXD ...1st be a baby parent sure will more worry ^^
p/s: nick is Mr Ding & my friends...
Congratulation to Nick & his wife .....get a handsome baby ...

erm, today also busy too...but is busy on9....

night, have go to night market too...

Days 260 - 9 /3/11

Countdown 22 days....

arghhhhhhhhh~ Mr Cough...pls go away from me!!!!!

working ...working ...working....I'm so hate this work....never have the heart to work this job..
busy day...

tonight, Mr Ding suddenly come to my house..when i'm during bath...
hahaXD, today can go to hong lok night market....
hooray!!! Long time no go there...

Days 259 - 8/3/11

Countdown 23 days~

Today Mr Ding offday..so he fetch me go to work today...then he need to repair my sister's car...
but me still same, haven recover yet...Mr Cough is always belong to me~ haiz~

Lunch time, actually i waiting Mr Ding, but he still not free yet...luckily Yee Kwan free then he come to accompany me having lunch...TQ very much...

today also is a busy day...busy until finish work...

at night, i have tell mum that i wanna study , but she not allow again...
OMG!!! like this ...how o? sometimes call me go study, sometimes dun give... i dun want lo~ dun wan study anymore!!! Don't ask me go again~~~~ Bullshit!!!!!!

Day 258 - 7/3/11

Countdown 24 days~

Today still same..need to work so...
but still got a bit not well....haiz~
bone still pain~ so suffer...

erm, today damn busy...busy to print debtor's statement...
sick jor , my bos still gv me a lot thing do...non-stop...haiz~

Days 257 - 6/3/11

Countdown 25 days ~

Early morning wake up, my bone still pain and feel faint~ finally have go to see doctor~
when see doctor, he say i'm feel faint cause my spec make me faint, ask me go to check eyes ~
haiz, this spec i'm at least wear 3-4 years jor~ now wanna change new one, OMG, where got money buy o~
need spend money again~ haiz~ my money $$$$$$ wanna fly again~

when reach home, i'm take medicine, but just few mints, i'm feel very sleepy, then i'm sleep until 6pm wake up...
actually i'm still sleep geh, cause Mr Ding call my phone, then me cai wake up...Mr Ding come to care me, he scare me if me faint down at home, nobody know, cause Sunday my family member all got themselves event, nobody at home...so he come my home ....
i'm really feel happy....and very thank you to him~
actually my mum have cook porridge to me, but nothing vege or meat...so Mr Ding have fried egg to me ..damn delicious..he accompany me eat porridge..although that are not very tasty...

Days 256 - 5/3/11

Countdown 26 days~

Today i'm feel very faint~ on the way go to work, my whole body so pain~
luckily i'm reach office i'm faint down...i hv to take a rest and waiting for 1pm, waiting the time to back home, cause i cant take off~

when reach home, i have sleep from 1.30pm until night..haven take any food...cause my body damn painful and start fever~
but my home have a lot children~ they are very noisy, make me cant rest well...

finally reach night, my dad ask me to take something like panadol..but it is powder one...after i'm take the medicine powder, my whole body more pain~ after a while, i'm feel well...
Mr Ding have come to find me, he have buy bread for me, but not gardenia, i cant eat, cause the bread have chocolate..sad =[
but he have take care me, take water give me drink ....
i'm feel happiness cause Mr Ding have stay beside me and take care me well...

Days 255

Countdown 27 days~

today busy to order purchase...

after lunch jiu very free....

until 5pm finish work..

tonight i know a bad new that's my cousin grandma had pass away yesterday night....
R.I.P~

and also tonight Mr Ding also busy to help his sister to do something..and me busy to be a baby sister~
waiting Mr Ding come to accompany me XD~

Days 254 - 3/3/11

Countdown 28 days~

erm...today is damn free yet, whole day online again~
when lunch time, i have a lunch with shyan feng & yee kwan~
but on the way they come to find me..feng hv something happen..i'm no clear yet..but not accident la....***cause yee kwan really dai shui ppl~

until night la~ i have take a sleep at 7pm until 8pm~
then Mr Ding has come to find me, cause  wana go to night market..but need hurry, cause we 2 need to back home be baby sister...

hahaXD, we have buy asam laksa, fried chicken chop, and so on...
cause Mr Ding still haven eat dinner, but eat jor, hungry again~ XD

Days 253 - 2/3/11

Countdown for 29days that i leave this job~

Erm, today finally office pc can on9 again~ nonly use my phone on9 anymore~

this few days, i'm feel faint and stomachache...damn suffer~
when wake up, hungry, or finish eating, will feel faint~
haiz~ what's wrong my body~ why always want sick jek?

tonight have go carefour with Mr Ding, then having our dinner at popeye @ wangsa walk~

when on the way back home, Mr Ding friends call him that inform him house no electric support~
so Mr Ding has stay my home a night~
i'm feel some happy, but shy also, cause he sleep in my bedroom~
luckily my room have two bed~ so we nonly sleep closely~

Days 252

This month is my last month to work, cause i decide to study at tarc, but my choosing course is at kampar, perak...i'm scare my parents are not allow...

today Mr Ding offday, and me have a lunch with him then back office continue work..but him go find his friends...

erm...actually i'm still confuse abt my study, cause college are not same as secondary school, when your fail, u need to resit exam, until your result pass ...like this u just can continue your next sems ...

so confuse...@.@

Days 251

Oh yes!!! today i have success to pass up my resign letter...
very happy !! =]

erm, but hor, my bos like unhappy lo...when his went out, he has call phone to office ...the sound very angry...

but nvr mind, i'll not bother, cause i just need to work one month then say sayonara...nonly see you anymore...
sibeh yong shui.....

tonight Mr Ding busy for moving home....he not stay setaiwangsa's hostel anymore, he move to his friend's home, danau kota there...
but i'm hope him fast-fast finish busy, then has go to having his dinner...
he until now still haven eat dinner...

Days 250 - 27/2/11

Today feel not well...still hv bit fever...
but till noon~ all become soon...
i'm hv go shopping with eldest & second sister, and their children~
1st, we have go wangsa walk having our lunch..
after lunch,there have a roadshow, that's special for children...
my nephew & niece have play fun and get many present..but all is recycle bag n roti boy buy 1 free 1 voucher...
after that, we have go to buy 6 roti boy n free 6 roti boy...
then , we have go to carefour buy something then back home...

on the way, sister have some thing need to back home 1st, so she fetch me go to danau kota oldtown..so i need to wait Mr Ding come to fetch me...i'm wait him abt 45mins...=[

when reach home, i'm fast-fast take a bath and follow Mr Ding go his aunt's home at OUG...there really very nice place =]

today my home have prepare steamboat, but i need go to OUG 1st...so after go there me cai back home having my dinner , steamboat...=]

Days 249

Just sleep few hour, then wake up to go to work...
Luckily my flu have stop but Mr Cough come to find me...
OMG....suffer so much!!!

Yesterday i'm haven pass up the resign letter, i'm decide today must pass up, but my bos come office take something then went out.....
Bullshit。。。。 nvr have a chance to pass up my letter..
so my last chance to pass up is next monday...
Hope monday i can success to pass up my resign letter...
God , i need ur help....

Days 248 - 25/2/11

Today i'm still have a bit emo...

Actually today i'm want to pass up my resign letter..but i'm afraid..
when i'm wanna take the letter to my bos, he is busy went out meet customer, so i did'nt pass up...

night , i'm starting sick..damn suffer...keep flu..and feel cold so much...

midnight , cant sleep ....and i have drink leong chai whole day...

Day 247 - 24/2/11

Today i'm so emo....cause yesterday night...i'm cant stop thinking abt my brother how to treat me badly...

during working, cause ntg to do, so i'm on9 to search some detail abt education...
so i'm choose TARC...but at other campus...cause i'm choosen course is at other state...
if me go there study, i need to stay hostel...
so i'm just have a look, then copy some detail , waiting to discuss with Mr Ding...

at night, Mr Ding bring me go to pasar malam @ rampai, i'm starting discuss with Mr Ding...but when discuss the stay hostel problem, i'm crying...can't control it..cause i'm thinking why i have a warm home, but cause this few days argue with my brother,i'm feel i'm alone...me not like my family member...
this few days, my brother keep bully & treat me badly..
i'm feel sad...damn emo...=[    T.T
unfair in my home...cause my home is boy is the most important....
unfair for me....

Days 246 - 23/2/2011

23/2 alrdy...time pass very fast...
still have 3 more month is my 19 years old birthday!!

tonight having dinner with Mr Ding, cause today haven cook dinner...

abt 12am, i'm back home, have a big argue with my brother...
this time , i'm really can't forgive my brother, cause he very...duno want how to say is better...
this day he make me feel very sad...and let's me feel i can't stay at home anymore...so i decide go other state or overseas study...
my home, not my home...no more home feeling..cause sad at here...
but i'm really no understand abt my brother like that...so Bullshit...

but other side, i cant leave Mr Ding at KL, so i decide need to decide with him is better...

Days 245 -22/2/2011

Today is days 245, and also is our full 8month ~ （^。^；） /^^Y

erm...today ntg special happen~

but i'm hope me n Mr Ding can always together~

Days 244

Haiz~ yesterday sleep on 3am..but early wake up today...never  feel tired...
damn busy yet...busy to open invoice and purchase order...
but have a small accident for me..my hand hv injure...both two hand's finger...damn painful..blood flow out...
damn unlucky....

finish home,back home..
help my nephew and niece check homework...
then having my dinner..
me everyday having my dinner sure have watch tv..but my brother damn BullShit...me during watch..he turn channel nvr tell...bullshit..i hate you..always like that...bullshit brother...i hate you!!!!!!!! wont talk with you again~ bullshit.....very DL him~
everytime bully me...bull shit.....

工作

上班一定要有责任感。。。没错，不管你是员工还是老板，都要有责任感。。。
可是，你有这个心工作，但是无论你多努力，多付出，还是多用心在这份工作， 却得不到成就感，越做越没那个信心，就算你有那份责任感，久而久之，就越来越不想在继续下去。。因为久了，你会慢慢觉得这份工作是在浪费你的时间，而且会觉得在阻着你去实现你要的前途。。。
与其这样，倒不如痛痛快快的离开这份工，也许可以找到一份比这份，让你的前途一片光明。。。至少不会浪费时间。。。。

所以我觉得我应该辞职，因为这份对我来说，在浪费我的时间，阻着我的前途。。。。

Days 243

haiz~昨天一整天睡不着， 搞到自己挨通宵才睡。。。满脑一直出现我以前所发生的事。。。
最令我印象深刻是我读书时期的日子，还有跟Mr Ding一起的日子。。。
可是每次想起家里发生的不好的事。。心里痛的流眼泪。。。很不甘。。。

今天大约一点睡醒。。其实也不想那么晚起床。。因为七早八早，小孩在那边吵，搞到睡不好。。他们可以不在我家吗？至少耳根清静，谁也睡得好。。。

没事做，唯有等Mr Ding放工，然后载我去找干姐姐喝茶。。好久没见到她了。。。

Days 242

今天在Facebook看到这个影片很有趣， durex baby， iphone 的应用程序。。可惜还没面市，不然我一定下载给Mr Ding玩。。让他试看照顾baby是怎样的滋味。。哈哈XD
**希望快快面市～


http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=129847443752248&oid=133201220071278&comments

Days 241 (18/2/11)

糟糕。。。今天又迟到了。。。@。@

今天平平凡凡过。。没什么特别事发生。。

不过非常感谢我的好姐妹，仪雯，帮我弄了一些东西在我的部落格。。。谢谢噢～

Days 240

Happy Chap Goh Meh !!!! 元宵节快乐！！！
last day CNY this year....play happy happy on this days....


**some kawaii photo....capture yesterday...
*my cute niece-kathy~

Days 239 (16/2/2011)

Today my lunch ....MCD again with my JiMui Yi Wen...
haiz...at there , no parking, we've find many times, still no parking, we jiu take away lo...

after lunch time, i'm busy to open statement..
but my brain non-stop thinking of resign this job...cause now i'm very hate it...

after finish work, i'm back home..
*** starting enjoy my free life***

at night, i've to go find Mr Ding...

when back home, Mr Ding follow me back home, cause my brother has something car problem need to ask Mr Ding..
but he not at home, he at my relative home...cause my dad say , so we go upstair find him..but him no "choi"  us...i'm tell mum, mum ask him, but my brother like unhappy..then speak lough...scold say alrdy very late...next time discuss...OMG...who are you o..you think you very important meh..if not you are my brother..i'll not bother you...
B.S....i hate you so much.........
你以为你很厉害啊。。。我又没有欠你啊。。。大声就大完啊。。。乌龟王八蛋。。。一天到晚只会想利用人。。。好心没好报。。。又不是欠你的， 给你面子来找你。。还要不客气，不礼貌的大声跟人家讲话。。。我告诉你， 不用旨意有下一次， 下次你跪在我面前求我， 我还要考虑。。。讨厌你！！！！！！！！！！哥哥就大完啊。。。做个哥哥，做到给人家讨厌， 让人家不想尊重你。。。自己拿来的。。不是每个人可以忍受你。。你的朋友，只是为了义气，才忍下来，继续跟你做朋友。。。好好反省啦。。。。

Days 238 (15/2/2011)

Today is Public Holiday...me wake up on noon cause yesterday too late sleep...

having my lunch with my family at jalan pahang that behind of YiWen's home chinese restaurant...
have meet YiWen's mum, we also have buy fruit from her mum...

after that, i fetch my mum and my nephew back home, then i've to go to cut my hair...

at night , have go to find Mr Ding, but when meet him, duno wanna say what is better, cause yesterday we had aegue... haiz~

but luckily Mr Ding “哄” me...if not, i'm may be will silent mood in whole day...
after, we have to go to Old Town @ Rampai...there's staff service is bad....next time will not go again...bad service....
B.S.


*want know what means of B.S., you can go FB find Mr Sean Chew to ask him meaning, cause this word i always use for angry him~

Days 237 (14/2/2011)

Happy Valentine's Day !!!!
情人节快乐！！！
*其实单身也可以很快乐～，至少自己快乐就好，不用顾及他人开心还是不开心。。。。

haiz....why valentine's day not are the Public Holiday leh?
still want work..sien~
but my heart non-stop thinking about at night wanna how to celebrate our 1st Valentine's Days with Mr Ding..
So “期待” 。。。

at night, waiting him finish work...but hor, i'm too hungry , so having my dinner at home...Mr Ding come fetch me, and go to desa wangsa maju having his lunch...
after that, we have to go to 游街-ing.... until midnight 2am...


*cause on the way we have argue T.T 

not too happy for today...haiz~

Days 236 (13/2/11)

Today hv dating with Mr Ding, we hv go wangsa walk having our lunch @ popeye, after that walk around wangsa walk...

abt 6pm, we go to carefour cause i need to buy a small table for put my laptop, but cant find it...

so we've to back lo...when on the way , i've receive a call from my mum say have a dinner , we plan go jusco leh, so we fast fast go jusco to ask the bill of maxis..after that we go to meet my mum them...

finish dinner, my  mum say wana watch a movie,(i love hk), but me & Mr Ding had watch this movie, so we watch Green Hornet, my mum & brother watch I love hk, me 2nd time watch green hornet, oh yeah....

after finish buy the ticket, we need to go back home fetch mum , but on the way , beside on road have a lot stall sell the valentine's day gift....hahaXD 

Mr Ding have buy a gift for me, very special..have 9 flowers, got three flowers is use Rm1 to make like rose, & have a bear...very nice, i'm very like it...

TQ Mr Ding, i'm very happy ^^Y

My 1st valentine present~

I Love You, Mr Ding~ ^^

TQ for ur present~

after that , we go to fetch mum n go to wangsa walk

so today we hv go wangsa walk three times...."geng " lo~

have a kawaii photo~ take when having dinner~

Kathy
very cute ...^^

Days 235

i like this number 235 cause it is my birthday date..

today wake up on 8.30 am, then i've to work on 8.50am~

when finish work, i'm walk back home, but damn hungry, so go to downstair to buy lunch eat...waiting the lunch, i'm feel so "pening" ...finally,the lunch is ready, i bring it bck home...on the way, i'm faint...whole body so cold then the heart jump faster..i'm fast go to find a seat n sit down, really wana fainting, i'm just call my mum to bring me...so scare, this is my 1st time faint seriously..i've to see doctor..take some medicine n rest, feel well~

Days 234

wow~ DAYS 234...

today i'm late go to work, cause yesterday abt 4am i'm go sleep...damn tired leh..
so i take half day off to go bck home rest...
but reach home, my mum ask me to go to fetch my nephew ,and then yamcha...walau a, sibeh noisy lo, too much children jor...

abt 2.30pm, bck home lo, sleep a while ....
but damn tired leh, just cai sleep a while nia, my eldest sister ask me go yamcha @ paparich...walau a, can't sleep well lo, but nvr mind lo, cause my sister early morning wake up, bring his son go study, then she go to do some private things, i'm just fetch her go lo~

really tired leh, my eyes become panda eyes jor...

back home, me continue sleep until 7.30pm, cause Mr Ding suddenly call me wake up, need to use car to bring his sister go Shah Alam...haiz, today really cant rest well, this week really damn tired ....@@