Actually have attend wedding, i should feel happy, but i'm sad~
may be i'm worry about my job...
Next week, i need to start work as a kindergarten teacher...but i never tell my family..i'm scare them are objection~ cause they dislike~ i'm very scare when they know , what will happen..but i'm already promise that i will work it~ i'm want do what is better~
Beside that, i'm very hardworking to search part-time job to work, but i search many days but still haven success yet~ my salary only just few hundreds..i need part-time job to supplement...i'm really worry about this..i'm very stress about this..
although my dear are not mind about my salary, but i'm very mind..
i'm really very very worry, i'm worry until can't eat well, and can't sleep well too~
i'm feel stress a lot..but my dear, can u understand what are my feeling..what i'm during worry～
i know you are very tired~ but my things, my stress, i can't tell my parent, my family,but i can tell you only..i never say, but why you cant ask my straightly~ i need your care, i need you to support me~ but why every time you say i always make you angry~ but do you know, when i'm stress, i'm really don't know wanna how...i duno how to tell you is better~ why you cant ? why you don't want try to ask me...i really very stress...i'm not like to make a unhappy face to you, cause i'm really stress...i'm feel very very emo~
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